Complex riddle

You are a complex riddle

That I constantly try to convince myself

Not to solve

Because pain lies on the other side

And I don't know if I can handle it

My heart wants to keep beating

For the moments filled with the sound of your laughter

And the times when teasing melts the ice

That has shielded you

From showing your true self

One single kiss

Is enough to send me inside a delusion

Of my own doing

To feel that I've escaped the ache

For a love that may never appear in reality